Around The Block

The world started to feel small.

As if it were possible to walk one length to the other end in only minutes...

Desire started to drain, passion lost.

No sense of love just lack of interest, inspiration, emotions.

A staple to punch through all the loose, lost pieces of papers..

Pages stained, must be stacked together.

Because she is walking but her eyes are stuck on the ground.

The sky waits for her to glare back up again.

Impaired Waking Life

Reality's company
Is such a bore.

The disability to believe in ability.

You are all created from my imagination,
Objects, obstacles.

What is memory?

Creation.

It's simple. It's fake.

Life lives, falls and at last comes the break.
I will keep my window open,
The breeze feels better, indoors.

Lest We Be Considerate

The Earth retired
in the middle of it's life.

Mountains moved us
At the climax we faught to climb.

Limb after limping limp, we galloped.
Not one breath wasted,
Not one kiss left... Untasted.

The rivers reflecting the brightest blue it's ever shone.
Giving it everything,
in a last day of life, being a last moment of all.

Without a tear left for the world to shed,
we turn to ash...

And there is no one else to blame.
Destruction = mortality.

Arbitrary

Bubbles float in multi colour
Reflection of the sun

Oxygen and full of love
The wait of the world to be
One.

To a far away land,
Utopian breeze and innocence.

Sweet and tempestuous
Breathing down my neck

Goosebumps light up my skin

Scalene and silk
Fornicated souls

Spiral in ribbon, purple and love ridden.

Your grip just carries me...

Torrent

Fishing board
Tossed in the sea

You ran through a window
A thought to rescue me

Broke your own soul
Took your own life

Broke your loves hearts
In their tears they fight

Holding on, searching up high
There was no time to say goodbye

A waste lost in regret
A world ending in sin

There are never any warning signs
Unless we just ignored them all..

Mindful Rester

Stooped on her doorstep,
Glaring at the lamp post that swings.
Sways.

The current of the wind
Turning the pages of a novel.
Each one touched and wrinkled.

Picnic's on mountain tops
In green emerald symphony...

You dream in your head disabled of sleep.
Restore and wake, or destruct and yawn.

Lucid and keeping track of time.
Too slowly in the darkness - it goes by.

Indecisive Ringlets

Pulling on my thread,
Thrusting the door closed.

I don't know what motion to keep constant.
I don't know what words are not wasted.

I can't wait on you forever, but I don't want to walk away.
I can't wait on you forever, but your choice is made not to stay.

Cutting off the thread.
Locking the damaged door.

Walk in or walk out,
I will no longer revolve.

I will no longer stand.
Patience bleeds like pulsing arteries.
You have cut out too much, in your own open surgery.

The rain is falling for you.
In it's million different patterns, for you.

Welcome the overcast.

The End of Trying

Of what I'm made
from where
have I came
of what
have I become..

I don't know
who that is in the mirror
silent screaming
nobody hears her.

How to become something
how to pick up pieces
I've shattered way out of distance

you won't find me anywhere now
life is too hard to live
I have nothing left to give

do not resusitate
hollow lungs,
suffocate.

Desert Flower

Sealed my lips
With your kiss

Tapped my heart
Vaccinated bliss

Cosmetic smiles, exchange.
We sting effortlessly
In close range.

A battle against two souls,
Too afraid to capture what they desire.

The same thing collapsed under a porcelain cup.

Drive, goodbyes, separate ways.
Feelings run - in hideaways.  

Home Bound

The drapes being dragged open
Sunlight, come in.

Lost the verge of madness,
In myself I wasted sin.

Skin to golden ray,
Smile Ive stumbled a way

Back to Earth you fall
Out of dark again,

Goodbye stars, my friend.

Life awaits, again.

Come Back

Away.
Your force has caused
a loss of my presence

a loss of the spark
emerging

you have let fear
rule your chance at love

away..
Silence creating pain

these walls are growing closer,
stronger.
I can't bear to look at them anymore.