Crisis Intervention

I burn from the inside out
Blood tears out of my skin
Cause there's no other way out

Scrape and bleed
Cry, don't breathe

Life blinds
All you see

Stuck in moments that never last
You're just pieces of the past
And I can't distinguish what is real
So I cut myself enough to feel

My lungs are black and filled with death
They can never understand
The thoughts at best

Drowning without a voice to call
I'll drown forever, now
Broke the last wall.

Find It

You were ravishing and full of love-

Seek that within yourself.

Don’t wish that you were someone else.

If I had something left to say

I would tell you to

Find you’re heart, and carry it.

Don’t bury it.

If you could hold on to the one thing

That leads you to the right things

Would you let it go?

When you’re all alone in a dark, cold room

You look around and guess that it’s over too soon

But you forgot the lights were on

You forgot the best surrounds

And you once had me

The time I fell, you didn’t wait for me

And at the bottom there were tears

That got me up and brought me here

Loneliness was a best friend

But I’m back at the top again.

Self-Murder

What is in my head is hurting, is aching.
You don't know what they do to me.
And you just hope for me to stay submerged.

In this ocean, of fear, darkness, and insomnia.

"Kill. Yourself. Death. Die. Dying."
They whisper.

And I have no way to escape.
I once assumed death is my way out.
Of this trap I am consumed by.

If I could find the way to break free
I will never be coming back here.