Wishful Thinking

In the midst of the night
Our voices entwine

Through time and music, buzzing through screens.
The tapping of my fingers against the keyboard.

And I remember the silence,
That I want you to be apart of.

You don't realize that you're wanted..
By the one you just spent last night staring at.

Beneath Your Shade, And Waiting

In the wake of a renaissance
I hold on to you, closely.

but you don't see that.

You're vision is impaired
Toward me.
While I lean toward you.
Unseen.

I hide in the silence
And wonder..

There is nothing else I can do or say
to try and repair you.

Constantly I glare into you're eyes
And give you words you lack of hearing.

But you are also deafened by it all.
Im standing right here, not wanting to say goodbye.
Abiding as long as I possibly could...
You are so far off into another distance.

So far off into another land.
I am entirely here.

I just don't know how to get you here, with me.

The Fear

My heart races for you.
My mind dreams of you.
My stomach grows butterflies in the thought of you.

The feeling I thought I'd never find again..
Has arrived.

I feel knots,
I feel sick,
I feel.

Something other than misery.

I feel want, need, lust.

For if I don't have you,
My breath may stop completely.

I am losing my mind.
For it is you, who has taken it away from me.
I wish you could say that you won't be leaving.
That you won't be hurting.
Me.

My heart races,
Please don't make it stop.

The Saving Stars

Don't get lost,
Don't turn around.

The stars are here
to save you now.

Hold on to the light they shine,
I can see what's left in your eyes.

And I know you're going somewhere,
So don't let the dark take you away.

The night will kiss you with sweet dreams,
Letting you know that everything will be okay.