Where Do You Go

We spent a night unlike no other.
Curled up to you're body, buried in you're chest.
The sound of you're heart beat.


I just wonder what it was.
You have left me with silence.

I have become invisible.

And in this suffering I wait, continuously glaring into you're empty crevasse.
And the time moves on without me, and you along with time.

Apathetic and cold, with all of my power I aim to melt away.

Arrogance and Carelessness

Seriously?

You think you have all the control in your hands.
But you have nothing.
You have no one.

And I swear, you never will.

Hell

You brought a storm,
When I had found my happiness.

You took it away from me,
you made me miserable.

You left me constantly waiting and disappointed.
And you said the words "I love you."
But in the end they weren't what you meant.

You took away my sun,
You stole it.

You made me feel worthless.
You threw me away.

And now I'm lost.
I'm fucking lost.

I have built up so much hate.
I don't know how to forgive you.
But I know it's what I need to do to let go.

I can't right now because I saw all the warning signs,
and I chose to ignore them.

You left me disappointed not only in you, but myself.
I hate you. And  I wish I could yell those words at you.

You don't deserve anything you wish for.
You only deserve misery. And hell.

I hope you fucking go to hell.