Fleeting

If there is something that could save me, do it now.
If there are reasons for this temporary, please let me know now.

If you could help me feel sane, please. Cure me now.

I have lost passion.
I have lost.
Feeling.

I am breathing but not existing.

Breaking down, and missing.

This life, it could not be real..

The Search for Guidance

Reassure me with encouraging words that I have the ability of doing this.
 Sometimes I feel like I'll just stop breathing.
Give me guidance to fight the panic.
I've forgotten why I'm here.

Useless

My hands are shaking.

No, I can't find my grip.

I keep losing it.

I keep losing.

No, I don't feel anything.

I only feel pain.

Im turning numb.

I am fear,

I am anxiety,

I am concerned.

I am paranoia.

As thin as felt, and i'm beginning to tear.

Tear apart, break and fall.

I can't process.

I can't get over this hill thrown in front of me.

My hands are shaking.

My world is breaking.

My life is ending.

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