Showing posts with label past. Show all posts
Showing posts with label past. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Painted Pictures

What is it to be alone,
All you question, quivering bone.
What is it to feel within,
Aching regret from delivering sin.
And soon your name is not your own.
Under a fire sky, emptiness sewn.

And every time you tell yourself to fly
But you crash when you land.
Your heart loss was your sense of direction.
A pilot crawling through tinted clouds.



Tuesday, June 28, 2011

A Ripple Effect

The past took a visit, was brought on like a wave.

Everything gone and lost at sea - gathered at shore.

But water moves constantly,
What you can't fish, someone else will capture. 

Monday, June 27, 2011

The Time Align

It was a message that lay in my lap.
You held me and whispered apologies,
Words I longed to hear after wasted time.

The process of mixed feelings,
Like digesting sheet metal.

Impossible and homicidal.

I did't pull your clinging force away from me,
I stayed and held a burned out fire.
Our forces were rekindled magnets from the past.

A night lived under stars and crowded patio gathering.
Your kiss was as close as a second, in my resistance.

Nostalgia and closure thanked the moment.
My brain fading off raging lust and peace of sorrow.

The cobblestone lead me home,

Alone.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Declining Freedom

Scorned in your stare.
Betrayed the home that held you.

Abandoned the love that made you.
Stole the people that let you.

One single quiet rose left blooming in fields array.
But the wind cannot move when there is nothing here to push it.

Thorns waiting to pierce through intricate fingertips that refuse to touch.
And each and every petal will melt it's red pigmentation
Into a puddle amongst the ground below it's fall.

Without the air, no voices will be carried.
Without a drip of love, hearts begin to grow weary.

Landscapes have collapsed like a painting of colours bleeding into one.

A lonely rose left uprooted in the earth continuing to hold it's roots.
It is possible to let go of everything, but the stem of pain expanding your fracture.

...

Yet time will leave you behind,
The way you deserted life treating you kind.
Like tripping over shoes left untied.
Impossible to heal what you cannot rewind.

Everything meant permanent in your life, has been chosen to be tossed out a window.
You cannot replace or retrieve what was given but gone unrecognized.

You will only realize this when your eyes reclaim they're potential
Of waking and blinking after a solid sleep.
Of focusing in on blurred vision.

And all you'll see is an empty room.
Not even the walls have been painted.

Creation is our artistry.
Destruction is your backfired weapon.

You can't go back to the house you left.
You can't take back the past that is gone.
You can't live without traveling the road ahead.

Each step you take is backwards,
Bad luck is not your curse.

Hands held out to save you,
Each time, you chose 'Reverse.'

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Damaged Goods

Caught in the past, a web of reminiscence.
Holding it's loss in your heart.
Gone for long and you are still,
Powerlessly clinging to thoughts that make you ill.

And all this hurt makes a breeze magnify,
Feelings erupting, lava ready to cry...

Your mistakes have been replaced,
Liquor wasted, a child for the disgrace.

You forgot to send love to the witness,
Still looking back and missing present bliss.

Give him back what you took away,
His souls a broken disarray. 

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Shudder

A superpower I need to believe.
Suck your shadows out,
Make you see.

Allowing your past to follow you,
Please say goodbye now.
Say goodbye.

If you would just glance in your rearview mirror,
Notice those skies were grey.

And that you have entered clear blue ones,
Standing under my daylight.

And all you want to do is drive.
Drive away.

the truth about freedom

The space between inhale and exhale the space between stars fill up with air, and collapse into dust I walk a sunlit path and breath...