Surfing Underwater

I battered the feelings away,
in a soil beneath my brain.

Ignored, lost, unable to regain consciousness.

The surface brings waves which throw me under,
I can't find a reason, to float. To swim.
To stay atop.

Beneath is where you'll find my treasure.

But who would be willing to dig, to dive?

Gone

You let the water fill your lungs,
You let yourself sink,
down, down, down.

Until all your emptiness
Had been consumed
By water.



Only things is,

Now your gone.