the truth about freedom

The space between inhale and exhale

the space between stars

fill up with air, and collapse into dust

I walk a sunlit path and breathe with the trees

I look out the window and see the world as an illusion

dreamer dreaming on the inside, she shifts like the wind

but its all fog outside

layered with mist and murky 

evolving in a deceiving world

she walks to the edge of the earth

and jumps 

the universe catches her below

soaked in the stars and moon dust

moving with the celestial mystery of the unknown

more real than the world thats conformed

more free than the ones locked in chains

expand your wings to float in light

come alive, come alive

the heaven you dream of is yours.

and the world will keep spinning

losing its shape, losing its state.

I swim in the depths of imagination 

I paint together and blend the magic of creativity

in my heart space, find your heart space

fearless and rooted

ill fly by, to remind you of the magic within the sky

possibilities that swirl around but you’re blind to let go and surrender 

surrender your mind, surrender the fight

you battle yourself, so you can’t take flight

just one more breath and you’ll be free

to the air that holds space within the trees

to the waves that crash with the ocean breeze

and when you wake up

dont forget to shine

a new world that awaits

and exists without time.

***

Two Souls

Yesterday you walked by me,
And dropped your heart on the floor.

I wish I could give it back to you.

Black Hole

The fear that pulses through these veins
It's like a poison
It makes you ill, paranoid, terrified.

I've never known a better enemy nor friend.

Have you tried to break yourself?
But really you just wanted to operate the pain out.

We use destructive methods,
When we can't figure out accurate ones.

Do you get bored with solutions?
You want one so bad,
But at the same time
You feed off of being so lost,
So hurt.
You really just want to know,
How much deeper
You can get.

How much more pain
You can take.

So you break yourself.

Why must we always discover the paths
With dead ends?
Circles.

You can't hit the breaks when you're afraid.
You have to speed into the terror, eyes wide open.

Walk straight this time,
Be brave next time.

Algebra

If it were you,
It wouldn't be dark in this room.
Because you would be the light.

If it were you,
I wouldn't be bitter.
Because you would be sweet.

If it were you.
I wouldn't be alone.
Because you would need me.

If it were you.
I wouldn't feel stolen.
Because you would love me.

And everything added, is subtracted.
You were a distorted equation.
With no positive sign.

Phalaenopsis

Plant a golden seed,

And the universe will find it, shape it.

It will glow and liquify and taste as sweet as honey.

Attraction beating at it's centre, roots begin to form.

Watching from your window, you'll see sprouts of love 

Tearing up the ground.

Breaking through the surface.

And your conservation will pull such life toward the sky.

Plant a golden seed, and check the label:

This will give you all you need.

Love extracting, like water being lifted from a well.

Anger burned away, in a fire that killed the hell.

Nostalgia Avenue

The tears on your pillow case,
Have evaporated.

That's all you have left,
Of a night left in pitch black.

Left in awe
Of the final event
You never called.

An expectation you didn't hold.
I am the pilot flying the chambers of my own heart..

Over distant, sparkling
And far away lands.

In all of that I cannot grasp
An understanding
For why you choose not love,
But fear.

Stolen in Months of May

My heart chokes on itself,
I spit blood.

Coughing out the poison I swallowed in your kiss.
I am infected, infested, addicted.
I need your hands in mine.

Lay here with me forever,
We don't need to make a sound.

Lay. Existing only in this darkness.

Sweep the pain away.
You touch my skin, you remove me.
Completely.

Out of my encased shell, holding my soul.
I'll slip into your chest now.

And I'm not like the others,
No I landed here, a fallen comet.
From above, steal me.
Quiet. Our lips magnetic.

All I asked for are countless more moments,
As soft as our colliding skin.

I beg for more days.
I scream for you.

I will wait an eternity.
If time is needed to heal your wounds.

I'll be here, when they close.
Heal. Quench.

Breathe. Again.

Periphery

I never made anything
Of the debris you let collect
In a deserted apartment.

One that was once shared and streamed a live dream...

Company entered to join us at a table
Witnessing our flawless love.

Until the day we let out the dove
To rescue a piece of existence
After our wretched flood.

Her wings never flew back home.

Arbitrary

Bubbles float in multi colour
Reflection of the sun

Oxygen and full of love
The wait of the world to be
One.

To a far away land,
Utopian breeze and innocence.

Sweet and tempestuous
Breathing down my neck

Goosebumps light up my skin

Scalene and silk
Fornicated souls

Spiral in ribbon, purple and love ridden.

Your grip just carries me...

Desert Flower

Sealed my lips
With your kiss

Tapped my heart
Vaccinated bliss

Cosmetic smiles, exchange.
We sting effortlessly
In close range.

A battle against two souls,
Too afraid to capture what they desire.

The same thing collapsed under a porcelain cup.

Drive, goodbyes, separate ways.
Feelings run - in hideaways.  

All I Need

Lost without your presence
A message that quickens my hearts pace.

Too late to grasp now.

I will drown in all the loneliness I have left of living.

Contents in A Canyon

In the cavernous depths
Of our boundless cliffs

We climb.

Cracking in the waterless abyss
Immeasurable, alive and fighting.

Knowing it is impossible to crumble,
Omniscient of this concrete existence...

We shall carve our names
In stone.

Fake Blue

In the wake of the night.
No matter.
My mind is just tangled in you.
Lost in my imagination
This cold winter fakes blue.

Everything we've just created
I want it to be true.
Everything we had erased
Has made me someone new.

And I fall for you.
Yeah, I need you too.
Fall for you.
What do you do.

I look up to the sky,
Wondering for reasons why.
Is there answers, can we try?
I dont want to say goodbye.

You have dreams, I have them too.
We dont have to let them loose.
We can hide away in bed sheets,
Listening to each others heartbeats.

In the wake of the night.

No matter.

My mind is just tangled in you.

Lost in my imagination

This cold winter fakes blue.

And we fake blue.

The Invisible Spark

Magical is feeling the love
In someone's touch.
In the way they look at you.
In the way the room feels
an energy which was not present before they entered.

It has told me.
What this means.

What you mean.

Magical are the awakening senses.
And the kisses from you, to me.

A Founded Universe

I don't know
How I ever let you go.

You are the only one
with the ability
To make me smile.
Every single day.

All it took was a look, a kiss, a word.

But we entwine like wind and rain
Our conversations have kept me sane.

You're the sun which has found my darkness.
And you light it up.

You light me up.
You have taken me away
with you're presence.
Captured words
I never could say.

If people are galaxies, and love is the chemical
To explode us into stars
That is just what we are.

Mixing, developing, emitting all the light our souls could ever hold.
And together we have made our constellation.

Wounded

I know she left a mark.
But all I'm trying to do,
Is erase it.

You won't let me.

The Lost Soul Mates

Between the galaxies and drifting of stars and clouds,
I know you're out there somewhere.
We just haven't been found yet.

Find It

You were ravishing and full of love-

Seek that within yourself.

Don’t wish that you were someone else.

If I had something left to say

I would tell you to

Find you’re heart, and carry it.

Don’t bury it.

If you could hold on to the one thing

That leads you to the right things

Would you let it go?

When you’re all alone in a dark, cold room

You look around and guess that it’s over too soon

But you forgot the lights were on

You forgot the best surrounds

And you once had me

The time I fell, you didn’t wait for me

And at the bottom there were tears

That got me up and brought me here

Loneliness was a best friend

But I’m back at the top again.

The Crystal Hearts

It glistens in the light,
It sparkles in the sun.
It shines, through dips and cuts.
The hiding places that make it up.

In silver, in gold.
In bands "forever."

The significance, the circle that is an eternity.

We walk, we hold and this is love.

We are crystal recycled.
We are crystal, fragile.

Too easy to break, too beautiful to look at.

Quick to shatter, delicate to learn.

This is love.

Indescribable and filled with beats.

You need to fall, to feel.

Crossroad

I don't know if you're coming back.
You don't want to wait.
Why should I?

I made you aware that I don't play games

I am not a dice to be tossed around,
Or a piece you can keep running
Around a course.

If you have a manual, I have not read it.
If you have an objective, you have not presented it.

I have come back. I am standing in front of your strained eyes.

This time, is right now.

Occupy me, or let another player pick my piece.