Cleaning Dishes

When all he does is sell his sins,
You know you have been warned.

When all he does is walk away,
You know you have been told.

When he can't give you what you want,
You know how it will end.

When you want to stick around
For something that is just nothing,
That is your request to get burned.

And all the stars are shining, but you've got your eyes on one.
When everything is fading, it's time to start running.

Find the sun now, find the sun.

Livid

Careless straining
In my voice.

Against all the pain I have tried to fight,
You have caused within me.

Veins becoming visible now.

Suffocation progressing without an escape.

But all exits are indestructibly sealed. 

Self-Murder

What is in my head is hurting, is aching.
You don't know what they do to me.
And you just hope for me to stay submerged.

In this ocean, of fear, darkness, and insomnia.

"Kill. Yourself. Death. Die. Dying."
They whisper.

And I have no way to escape.
I once assumed death is my way out.
Of this trap I am consumed by.

If I could find the way to break free
I will never be coming back here.