Two Souls

Yesterday you walked by me,
And dropped your heart on the floor.

I wish I could give it back to you.

Lust To Pieces

I cannot respire.
With you consuming my thought filled mind.
A flood of you.
A chemical imbalance.

You. You. You.

I have dissolved. 

Desert Flower

Sealed my lips
With your kiss

Tapped my heart
Vaccinated bliss

Cosmetic smiles, exchange.
We sting effortlessly
In close range.

A battle against two souls,
Too afraid to capture what they desire.

The same thing collapsed under a porcelain cup.

Drive, goodbyes, separate ways.
Feelings run - in hideaways.  

Contemplating Loss

Breathing I can feel it.
I can want it.

Lust, breathing in and out in pain.

Nothing to hold onto, I may shatter if I do not.

Evening shall come, sooner or later.

Brisk air, neon pink sunset.

I will cry in your arms, I will give in to what you ask.

Because this world is ending,
No point in waiting anymore.

Burning

Out of reach,

you shine so bright.

Like a star blinks

against the night.

And I want to land among you're horizon

But I dont know if I am seen.

I want to hold you're heart,

and explore you're weary soul.

If I were to give you the sun

it would never burn out, never die.

I try to give you signs,

Without you're notice, I dont know if Ill survive.

I want to escape this shell I'm submerged in 

Can you give me one last time?

Ill lend you all of the soul I have left of love

Because you light me up, light this life.

Wishful Thinking

In the midst of the night
Our voices entwine

Through time and music, buzzing through screens.
The tapping of my fingers against the keyboard.

And I remember the silence,
That I want you to be apart of.

You don't realize that you're wanted..
By the one you just spent last night staring at.

Beneath Your Shade, And Waiting

In the wake of a renaissance
I hold on to you, closely.

but you don't see that.

You're vision is impaired
Toward me.
While I lean toward you.
Unseen.

I hide in the silence
And wonder..

There is nothing else I can do or say
to try and repair you.

Constantly I glare into you're eyes
And give you words you lack of hearing.

But you are also deafened by it all.
Im standing right here, not wanting to say goodbye.
Abiding as long as I possibly could...
You are so far off into another distance.

So far off into another land.
I am entirely here.

I just don't know how to get you here, with me.

Fake Blue

In the wake of the night.
No matter.
My mind is just tangled in you.
Lost in my imagination
This cold winter fakes blue.

Everything we've just created
I want it to be true.
Everything we had erased
Has made me someone new.

And I fall for you.
Yeah, I need you too.
Fall for you.
What do you do.

I look up to the sky,
Wondering for reasons why.
Is there answers, can we try?
I dont want to say goodbye.

You have dreams, I have them too.
We dont have to let them loose.
We can hide away in bed sheets,
Listening to each others heartbeats.

In the wake of the night.

No matter.

My mind is just tangled in you.

Lost in my imagination

This cold winter fakes blue.

And we fake blue.

The Fear

My heart races for you.
My mind dreams of you.
My stomach grows butterflies in the thought of you.

The feeling I thought I'd never find again..
Has arrived.

I feel knots,
I feel sick,
I feel.

Something other than misery.

I feel want, need, lust.

For if I don't have you,
My breath may stop completely.

I am losing my mind.
For it is you, who has taken it away from me.
I wish you could say that you won't be leaving.
That you won't be hurting.
Me.

My heart races,
Please don't make it stop.

Sleep to You

I want you.
Within me.
Around me.
Hold me.
Tell me,
Something you have never told before.

I have grown addicted.
To your scent, kiss, touch.
My heart races.
My breath quickens.

You stop and hold me to keep me sane.
You have casted light upon me which I could never find.

I want you there to fall asleep to.
To lie awake to.
To dream away with.

I can't blink you away.
You're living in my mind.
You're taking up my chest.
You won't leave my mind.

Ill sleep to you tonight.

The Chase of Love and Broken Wings

And if you feel alone,
don't be afraid to tell me your words.

I will take you in with my wings,
I will take your words,
If you let me rescue you.

I see the world inside of you that is hidden
With your tears.

I will catch them if you let me.

Just a glimpse was all I needed.

But when you cast away, I am left stranded.
When you cast away I am lost.

You don't understand that all I wanted to do was love you.
I have forgotten how to fly.

The Dream I Never Dreamt

In all the words, in all the ways, in all the days, I lie awake.
I dream of you, I smell your scent, I dream and find my secrets to vent.

I find your touch, we kiss and break, we hold and let go, we see and become absent.

We talk and then we're silent.

You speak, and then ignore.

You look for me, I wait for you. You wait for me.

The pull of love, the exchange, the growth, the roots, becoming, ending.

The pulse quickening, slowing.

The heart break approaching, waiting.
Falling apart, replaying.

Tears, suffocating.
Everything you ever said, every moment we ever had has now bursted...

With all the numbness that is left, the emptiness, the loneliness.
My feelings have been disguised.

We were never real, were we?
I swear it just feels like a dream.

The Girl Who Lives Asleep

I’d rather live in a dream, it hurts too much to wake up every morning and live each day working, struggling, fighting. With yourself, with others. For happiness, for goals, for wanting things that you can’t have. Most people don’t get the dream. So just live in it. And don’t ever wake up.

Eject

You want to take out,
Everything you just consumed.

You regret it all,
And now it's just growing inside of you.
Waiting to be ejected.