Lust To Pieces

I cannot respire.
With you consuming my thought filled mind.
A flood of you.
A chemical imbalance.

You. You. You.

I have dissolved. 

Stolen in Months of May

My heart chokes on itself,
I spit blood.

Coughing out the poison I swallowed in your kiss.
I am infected, infested, addicted.
I need your hands in mine.

Lay here with me forever,
We don't need to make a sound.

Lay. Existing only in this darkness.

Sweep the pain away.
You touch my skin, you remove me.
Completely.

Out of my encased shell, holding my soul.
I'll slip into your chest now.

And I'm not like the others,
No I landed here, a fallen comet.
From above, steal me.
Quiet. Our lips magnetic.

All I asked for are countless more moments,
As soft as our colliding skin.

I beg for more days.
I scream for you.

I will wait an eternity.
If time is needed to heal your wounds.

I'll be here, when they close.
Heal. Quench.

Breathe. Again.

Contemplating Loss

Breathing I can feel it.
I can want it.

Lust, breathing in and out in pain.

Nothing to hold onto, I may shatter if I do not.

Evening shall come, sooner or later.

Brisk air, neon pink sunset.

I will cry in your arms, I will give in to what you ask.

Because this world is ending,
No point in waiting anymore.

Beneath Your Shade, And Waiting

In the wake of a renaissance
I hold on to you, closely.

but you don't see that.

You're vision is impaired
Toward me.
While I lean toward you.
Unseen.

I hide in the silence
And wonder..

There is nothing else I can do or say
to try and repair you.

Constantly I glare into you're eyes
And give you words you lack of hearing.

But you are also deafened by it all.
Im standing right here, not wanting to say goodbye.
Abiding as long as I possibly could...
You are so far off into another distance.

So far off into another land.
I am entirely here.

I just don't know how to get you here, with me.

Fake Blue

In the wake of the night.
No matter.
My mind is just tangled in you.
Lost in my imagination
This cold winter fakes blue.

Everything we've just created
I want it to be true.
Everything we had erased
Has made me someone new.

And I fall for you.
Yeah, I need you too.
Fall for you.
What do you do.

I look up to the sky,
Wondering for reasons why.
Is there answers, can we try?
I dont want to say goodbye.

You have dreams, I have them too.
We dont have to let them loose.
We can hide away in bed sheets,
Listening to each others heartbeats.

In the wake of the night.

No matter.

My mind is just tangled in you.

Lost in my imagination

This cold winter fakes blue.

And we fake blue.

The Fear

My heart races for you.
My mind dreams of you.
My stomach grows butterflies in the thought of you.

The feeling I thought I'd never find again..
Has arrived.

I feel knots,
I feel sick,
I feel.

Something other than misery.

I feel want, need, lust.

For if I don't have you,
My breath may stop completely.

I am losing my mind.
For it is you, who has taken it away from me.
I wish you could say that you won't be leaving.
That you won't be hurting.
Me.

My heart races,
Please don't make it stop.

Sleep to You

I want you.
Within me.
Around me.
Hold me.
Tell me,
Something you have never told before.

I have grown addicted.
To your scent, kiss, touch.
My heart races.
My breath quickens.

You stop and hold me to keep me sane.
You have casted light upon me which I could never find.

I want you there to fall asleep to.
To lie awake to.
To dream away with.

I can't blink you away.
You're living in my mind.
You're taking up my chest.
You won't leave my mind.

Ill sleep to you tonight.

The Girl Who Lives Asleep

I’d rather live in a dream, it hurts too much to wake up every morning and live each day working, struggling, fighting. With yourself, with others. For happiness, for goals, for wanting things that you can’t have. Most people don’t get the dream. So just live in it. And don’t ever wake up.