Morning Blues

Blue
To put the memories in the box.

Blue and white wispy swirls held against the rays.

No matter where you end up lost,
The sky will always look the same.

Unfamiliar place, filled with the same familiar sky.

Lightening bolt snaps vital life,
Shivering thunder to move the ground beneath this shelter.

But I have slept through it all,
Now, I hear nothing but the rain..

The Incessant Reject

Consistently let down.
Shaken up, unwanted,

Build me a rocket,
Fly me away.

Im exhausted and humiliated of this cruel place.

Toyed and tied, entirely undone.

Blind to purpose anywhere.

No heartbeat found. 

Depersonalization

Spine detached from body,
Contrast bleeds, gleaming violet.

Artery pulsing,
Quiet thunder.

Xray technology
To find the crack.

A stitch to repair,
Cataclysm to mend.

Living, burning intoxication.
Fortifying an absent heart.
An exterminated, deceased mind.

Hour Glass Life

Over there, you see.
The reflection in the mirror.
Only glass, looking back.

What is on the other side,
Of the breath I hear you breathe.

When they shut the door, I broke.

When we drove away, paralyzed.

The scratched disk skips and plays on repeat.

Flash, spark, rewind.

The white sinks in the carpet now, no substance left.
Just dry.

Star Wanderer

Extra terrestrial
I am star seeds planted gold.

The explanation for why this doesn't feel
Like it is home.

Memories caught on video tape, we laugh, replay and love.

Detached and alienated to understanding how we're all living.
Remaining here with overbearing fatigue and insanity.

Lost in finding the nebula from which I came from.

Too exhausted to create an effort to succeed.
Anything tormented and lonely.

Where to find the last missile.
Light it up,
Ascending to sky, painted clouds and furbished lands.

Gravity is the death of me.

Upside Down

When the sky is overcast,
It whispers to the world.

Soul inflicted pain, must mask the sunlight.

But in the wake of consciousness
Notice, I am the only one peering through the clouds.
Trying to find some starlight.

The moon to point out every night.

And you dont even do a double take at what is above.

I want to belong up there.

Locked Without A Key

What is the point?

"There isn't one."
To living or breathe.
To sleeping or waking.

There is no friendship, there is no love.

it's loneliness that starts and ends your life.
This is it.
Bitter and cynicism.

You put in effort, you even just try, youll be left hurt and disappointed.

Choose to give up, because if you don't, you will never feel okay.

Cobain

On his death day,
His music gets played.

The world should have you back,
Your soul, your words.

In bloom, you bloomed.
This day is for you.

Heartache

I'm only imagining,

you feel the same.

So really, I'm the one to blame.

Sailor

Filled with hate
She can't escape

Cringing with every breath life takes.

Buried and searching
For purpose and point.

I'd rather sit and gaze at stars and moonlight.
Fly me out silently.
My mind is already tortured.
Gently.

Come down and sift me to the space where I'm a piece.
In a puzzle, no longer missing, ridding of poisonous disease.

In a break no longer coming, the wind will bend trees.
And twist there roots from they're belonging.
No more crying on scraped, red knees.

Drowning Diamonds

The diamond that sunk to the bottom
Of the sea.

Getting further out of reach,
Deeper, unseen.

But the light still reflects like crystal exploding sunlight.

And the world will light again,
As the surface holds it's beauty.