Makeshift

Temporary feels so useless, so lacking.

Of meaning, of truth.
Of life.

How do you fill spaces taken up by black holes,
When you are not given the power to do so?

Dust forms through windows in rays of gleaming moonlight.

Everything temporary searches for it's meaning.

If There Is

If there is such thing as magic,
It hasn't found it's way to Earth yet.

Doesn't mean that it is not real.

Maybe the magic is what awaits us.
Perhaps death.

Shouldn't be frowned upon.
Perhaps.

If there is such thing as magic
It lingers in the sky.

Transform

No thoughts come to mind
For a reason
To care
To cling to air,

That only wants to push me away..

You're silence is enough
For me to know that I'm not enough.

So for now I'll just turn into rain.

Contents in A Canyon

In the cavernous depths
Of our boundless cliffs

We climb.

Cracking in the waterless abyss
Immeasurable, alive and fighting.

Knowing it is impossible to crumble,
Omniscient of this concrete existence...

We shall carve our names
In stone.

A Sudden Puncture

We spoke effortlessly,

Like music flowing through a breathing instrument.

You have broken my strings.

The Lonely Roots

It was a place,
Where our roots mingled.

Like oak trees overgrown,
with benches in a shaded park.

Petals of our budded flowers,
Tracing circles on the pavement
Pushed by wind..

You're roots have
Started to dissolve.

I'll take up this place
On my own.

With the space you have left empty
For the sun to shine...

Ordinary Minds

Like peaks of golden orange
reflected in the sky

Through wavelengths
The sky lights blue

All it takes is time
And speed

To hit us in the eyes
So we can see the beauty

The colours.

Ice, sparkles, rain, and sun angles,
The formation of a rainbow.

We stare in awe,
I stare. Incredible.

You see ordinary.
I see momentous amazement.
Alive as a fire burning
 in a dark abandoned room.

Disbelief

Used pieces

The reflection of myself.

In the mirror.

You took them, kissed them, 

Spent nights snuggled up with them.

You took the pieces back to their home.

And have yet to recollect them, recollect me..

I will connect what you left

I no longer believe in having hope.

Above

I flew around
The rings of Saturn

Just to watch the glisten
Of the sun in a solar flare

Yellow, I saw, and orange too.
My heart longs for the existence that is true.

And I glare up to the sky
With my heart and dream

Of everything beyond
This life and what it seems.

Left

Do you wish for me,
How I wish for you?

The feeling fell
I shook
A spell I knew.

And you don't speak to me
The way I'm always first
To speak to you...

I am already hopeless
In the things there left to do.

Falling

I guess it was
A taste for the future.

What to feel.
What to hold.
What to know I have
When I have it.

What to search for..
You gave me a night.
I won't forget.

Like a saviour
You held me.

We fell...
Into dreamland.

The Endless Ending

The restless choke,
and daring laughter.

Have come out to tease my head.
Play with my heart, and leave again.

I'll wake up and it'll all be a dream.

Fake Blue

In the wake of the night.
No matter.
My mind is just tangled in you.
Lost in my imagination
This cold winter fakes blue.

Everything we've just created
I want it to be true.
Everything we had erased
Has made me someone new.

And I fall for you.
Yeah, I need you too.
Fall for you.
What do you do.

I look up to the sky,
Wondering for reasons why.
Is there answers, can we try?
I dont want to say goodbye.

You have dreams, I have them too.
We dont have to let them loose.
We can hide away in bed sheets,
Listening to each others heartbeats.

In the wake of the night.

No matter.

My mind is just tangled in you.

Lost in my imagination

This cold winter fakes blue.

And we fake blue.

The Fear

My heart races for you.
My mind dreams of you.
My stomach grows butterflies in the thought of you.

The feeling I thought I'd never find again..
Has arrived.

I feel knots,
I feel sick,
I feel.

Something other than misery.

I feel want, need, lust.

For if I don't have you,
My breath may stop completely.

I am losing my mind.
For it is you, who has taken it away from me.
I wish you could say that you won't be leaving.
That you won't be hurting.
Me.

My heart races,
Please don't make it stop.

Sleep to You

I want you.
Within me.
Around me.
Hold me.
Tell me,
Something you have never told before.

I have grown addicted.
To your scent, kiss, touch.
My heart races.
My breath quickens.

You stop and hold me to keep me sane.
You have casted light upon me which I could never find.

I want you there to fall asleep to.
To lie awake to.
To dream away with.

I can't blink you away.
You're living in my mind.
You're taking up my chest.
You won't leave my mind.

Ill sleep to you tonight.

The Invisible Spark

Magical is feeling the love
In someone's touch.
In the way they look at you.
In the way the room feels
an energy which was not present before they entered.

It has told me.
What this means.

What you mean.

Magical are the awakening senses.
And the kisses from you, to me.

A Founded Universe

I don't know
How I ever let you go.

You are the only one
with the ability
To make me smile.
Every single day.

All it took was a look, a kiss, a word.

But we entwine like wind and rain
Our conversations have kept me sane.

You're the sun which has found my darkness.
And you light it up.

You light me up.
You have taken me away
with you're presence.
Captured words
I never could say.

If people are galaxies, and love is the chemical
To explode us into stars
That is just what we are.

Mixing, developing, emitting all the light our souls could ever hold.
And together we have made our constellation.

In Your Arms

It only feels right when you hold me in you're arms
There's no where else I feel I belong.

The Chance

You gave me you're hand.

I let it go.

Immersed

I dove down 

To the end of the sea. 

I sailed across 

The surface of the world. 

I promised myself the search I have lost myself in

Will be worth it all.

Nights in Mystic Reverie

The waves have gotten far now.
Have they forgotten the shore?
I spent my nights submerged in lake
My heart not wanting more.

A time to feel the breeze
and let it take my thoughts from me.
A time to look up, experiencing
The astronomy that is holding me.

It was a kiss that was stolen,
A beat that ran away.

The waves have gotten far now.
Please don't get too carried away.

Wounded

I know she left a mark.
But all I'm trying to do,
Is erase it.

You won't let me.

The Lost Soul Mates

Between the galaxies and drifting of stars and clouds,
I know you're out there somewhere.
We just haven't been found yet.

Find It

You were ravishing and full of love-

Seek that within yourself.

Don’t wish that you were someone else.

If I had something left to say

I would tell you to

Find you’re heart, and carry it.

Don’t bury it.

If you could hold on to the one thing

That leads you to the right things

Would you let it go?

When you’re all alone in a dark, cold room

You look around and guess that it’s over too soon

But you forgot the lights were on

You forgot the best surrounds

And you once had me

The time I fell, you didn’t wait for me

And at the bottom there were tears

That got me up and brought me here

Loneliness was a best friend

But I’m back at the top again.

Starting Line

Nothing is wrong.
Nothing is here.
Nothing is okay.

Nothing is wrong.
There is just a constant battle,
A constant war with myself.

It's exhausting.

It makes everything seem so much more than what it will ever be.
Or really, what it actually is.

I hurt too much when people leave.
I think too much to try and sleep.

I give up trying when coping with myself is unbearable.

I dont seek help because I dont want it.

I want the ability to do things on my own.
Even though I seem unable to.

I need help, I need an escape.
I need to be guided.
Loved.
Cherished.
Recognized.
Inspired.

But I just sit here, watching
My life pass me by.

Because Ive lost the starting line.