Monday, February 21, 2011

The Fear

My heart races for you.
My mind dreams of you.
My stomach grows butterflies in the thought of you.

The feeling I thought I'd never find again..
Has arrived.

I feel knots,
I feel sick,
I feel.

Something other than misery.

I feel want, need, lust.

For if I don't have you,
My breath may stop completely.

I am losing my mind.
For it is you, who has taken it away from me.
I wish you could say that you won't be leaving.
That you won't be hurting.
Me.

My heart races,
Please don't make it stop.

4 comments:

Beyond said...

longing for love.. everyone longs for it and love seldom hurts until you find the one who loves you.

Brittany said...

There is someone special.

Im just scared he will be one to leave, like all the rest.
Im scared to allow myself to feel. to open. again.

Beyond said...

I know that once you have lost love that scare is imbibed in your heart but remember the first condition of love 'fearlessness'... and if it is love than it won't go.

Brittany said...

There is fearlessness when we're together.

As soon as I'm alone to think I inflict fear.
Which I'm sure is common for all.

the truth about freedom

The space between inhale and exhale the space between stars fill up with air, and collapse into dust I walk a sunlit path and breath...