I feel like I am growing, spiritually growing. I had Youth tonight and what the young preachers were speaking, really spoke to me. I mean I felt it. I felt every word they preached. I loved the change in songs we did at Worship tonight, it was a truly beautiful sight to see so many different and new people there tonight. It seemed like the room was filled. And it pleased me to see everyone praising and speaking out to the Lord.

Right now, just spiritual thoughts are consuming my mind. Mike talked about how even in life you start off small and grow mature, and thats the same with spirituality. I am striving to go further. I am striving to soak up knowledge and wisdom of The Word and being able to present it to others comfortably and confidently being able to inspire or even touch peoples hearts in wanting to make them realize that it is a great and important thing to have a relationship with God. I do what I can, I pick of the Bible every now and then usually every day if not, every week at least. And that at least pleases me to see me feeding myself the knowledge I need to know to grow. You can't just rely on church, you need to learn how to feed yourself. And that is just what I am trying to do.

My spirtuality is a private thing to me. But I want to challenge myself to being able to let people know this about me so I can talk about it to them, so that they get a chance to be involved in Christianity, in having God. It is truly life changing, an experience you can't really explain unless you have gone through it yourself. My becoming a Christian has changed certain aspects of myself, thoughts or life. I want to grow closer to him, and every day I feel I continue to. This part of my life, my spirituality, having a relationship with God, it makes me happy and puts me in a different state. When I didnt have this spiritual aspect of me I was lost and felt something was missing. Now, I am finding the missing pieces. God found me, and that was all I needed.