Break Me

Im over the storm,
Ive got the rainbow.

Im over the waves,
I've got the shore.

It's the aftermath
that is not letting me through.
Everything that has been destroyed
is crowding around me
and I need to find
an escape.

A way out of here.

Im reaching, im holding
im trying to let myself be pulled up

But I keep slipping off the rope
which im holding onto

I broke through the clouds
I found the sunshine.

I broke through the ashes,
I found clean air.

but it follows me no matter where I go,
and Im trying so desperately to follow your lead.

Im going, but im numb.
Im here, but im gone.

How do I break down the door ive built myself?
Ive done this all on my own
And now I need to free myself.