The War Inside

I don't know how
To get up
And say hello

Hello
Life
Hello, world
I'm here.

Cause I'm not here
Not ready
Not wanting
To take on a day

Just want to collapse and fold
Just want to break down
Cry
Be done

See black
Not have to wait for another alarm

I'm filled with fire
And anger that flames
Filled with evil that shuts out
And hates
All the souls
All of love

I want to disappear
I want all the pain
I fear

So burn me up
And bleed me dry
Not a smile
Worth faking a try

Hurt me, crawl inside my head
And eat away at it
Echoing away at me