You made me feel guilty.
You took advantage.
You tried to take everything you could get.
But it's over now,
you just kept pushing.
Pushing me away
so it would get to this.
This ending.
The world has stopped spinning,
I have stopped feeling.
The fact that you never cared.
And I wanted to be there.
The fact that I believe in you with my whole heart,
and you just let me go like that
is unbearable.
Its unbearable to breathe, and sleep and be alive.
You abused me,
so why do I feel like I need you.
Why,
Do we become addicted to the abuse.
You left me so clueless,
and I want so badly to put it back together.
But you chose to leave me to the rest on the earth,
to myself,
to my broken beating heart.
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