Dark

There is a cage

inside of my head

that I have lost the key to.

There are words locked up,

There are feelings unknown of,

and sufferings that have gone

unnoticed.

Is it really my fault?

I know this time it's in my place

to say something

You cant just read

whats locked inside

when it has been

unspoken of,

unheard

I know

but I cant,

not that I cant

Just that I dont know how

Thats a new line to walk

A new door to open

which has never been open.

And what happens if it never gets unlocked?

will it all just fade away

like forgotten memories

or feelings

because I cant feel anymore

I never thought i'd say this

But I miss the pain

And I wish I could feel it again

I wish I could disappear to somewhere, anywhere

Im starting to feel

Like im watching television

my boredom

has caused me

a lack of inspiration

and passion

and feeling

I wish the stars could take me away

then at least I could light up the dark