I don't know what to say,
I don't know why I'm panicing.
Over nothing? There must be something.
Im avoiding everything
trying to take over me emotionally,
its buried deep inside of me
and it comes out
into anxiety.
Maybe ive drifted to other stars,
different planets
But i will always have the same soul
Maybe the light has faded from my windows
Maybe all I am now is just a shadow...
But I feel as if i've gotten through
Ive gotten through everything that no one knew.
Why talk when no one asks,
why ask for help
when all you want
is to forget
burry it,
and never bring it back
Everything ahead, is flying past me
with the speed of light
But I dont forget
the time.
I dont forget the memories,
I just don't want the nostalgia.
And if trying to forget is enough
then i will continue to keep it that way,
something is underwater.
And i let it sink below,
while I sit on the surface,
and try to let it go...
