Thursday, January 7, 2010

Overwhelming Heartache.

I wish I knew what it was about you.
Why you have such a large impact on me
but I am so lost
I cant understand why

We were nothing,
yet every time I look at you
it hurts more than anything
I have ever felt.

I wish I knew why.
I wish I could find answers.
But buried deep inside of me
is all the pain I have tucked away,
locked away.
Because I dont want to feel that again.

Im trying to forget things that I keep remembering.
Your face, your smile, your eyes.
A part of me is still holding on
and borderline part of me has let go.
and I dont understand where I am at
but every time I look back
and see your face
my heart aches
I cant breathe

I dont feel alive
Nothing comes to me.

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