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Help me
Breathe again
Help me see

I feel like I am walking
With a veil over me

Everything is hazy
and I cant find any light
Where is my time
is there a time

when answers come out
between the years they've been hiding in
ive bled on pages
my broken saddened heart
every time I think im better
I realize my world is still torn apart

I dont know what im asking
or what im trying to find

but im stuck in this hole
and im left behind
I feel like nothing
but a dream being dreamt
none of this is real
There is so much but nothing that I feel.


Escape, where is it?
help me,
help me,
guide me,
search with me,
please.

I will take your hand
if you can show me to the light
cause I am ready to hop on
to a new flight

take me
out of this misery
make me smile
permanently

Heal what has been broken
take the words that I leave unspoken

hold on to me so I dont float away
I dont want to leave I just need
a reason to stay

hold on
let go

i dont know what to know.

Help me. guide me to clear blue.
cause im lost in knowing what to do.

Im reaching, im stretching
im crying, im screaming

where are you
where am I

Help me out of the darkness
Help me leave and say goodbye

The waves crash over,
and I am underneath

and all I ask is for someone
to dive down,
and save me

Down

Death
A secret we dont know about
A place we dont understand
Something we cant quite comprehend

Endings
Are hard to accept
Letting go
Feels hopeless

Faith
Where do I find my faith?
Why cant i just pick it up
and store it in my head, in my heart.

Love
Love?
Love is beautiful, Love is painful
Love is what is needed.

Lonely
Darkness
Sad
Broken
Lost
Lonely

Death
It's over,
It's gone,
It's buried,
Lived,
Breathed,
Walked,
Ran,
Said
and done
Death

The end, of the end, of a beginning?
The end of this world and a start of another?
Beautiful? or Dreadful and terrifying?

Left overs, ashes, sins, pain,
Whats left after death
after this
after the rain.

I keep seeping my mind into the dark
How do you leave
How do you hide from it
It eats me up
it overtakes me
encircles me
and I
am taken down

I am taken down.

Overwhelming Heartache.

I wish I knew what it was about you.
Why you have such a large impact on me
but I am so lost
I cant understand why

We were nothing,
yet every time I look at you
it hurts more than anything
I have ever felt.

I wish I knew why.
I wish I could find answers.
But buried deep inside of me
is all the pain I have tucked away,
locked away.
Because I dont want to feel that again.

Im trying to forget things that I keep remembering.
Your face, your smile, your eyes.
A part of me is still holding on
and borderline part of me has let go.
and I dont understand where I am at
but every time I look back
and see your face
my heart aches
I cant breathe

I dont feel alive
Nothing comes to me.