It's My Life..

I am not usually unrealistic.
People may take it as negativity.
but its not, im just being realistic,
saying the truth.

But when it comes to
"what do you want to do after high school?"
I just want to travel and write. write and travel.
because those are things that I love.
And I think traveling is one of those things
where you have to go when you have the time.
and i feel like nows my time.
Like my life is just beginning and
I can finally leave whats left behind me.

I could not be satisfied with going one place,
I want to go everywhere
I want to see everything, experience everything.
I feel like this would give me more to write about,
it would be life changing to have a year full of travels.
Sometimes it feels like I am just trapped in a bubble.
I cant get out of it, its constantly around me.
Routine begins to feel like I am reliving yesterday
over and over. That frustrates me.

I like change, just not sudden change.
I can adapt, in time.
Anything can happen in time.
Don't tell me that my decision to
go off and travel isnt a good thing.

Don't tell me I won't go back.
You don't know me.
I am determined enough to go to school
I enjoy learning and I know what I want to do.

So let me have my time.
Figure myself out, figure life out.
I live with no regrets.
This will possibly be the best year yet.