The Wildest Summer

I wish you'd hold onto me
The way clouds hang onto sky

I wish you kept me closer
I wish you would have tried

But time has crept by
Without a word, it's been goodbye

And people forget
That silence cuts deep

Did you forget?
I wish I could sleep.

Waiting never gets anyone by
Pain is just a wave to ride

And I don't know what your thinking
But dont worry about hurting me
With words
You already broke me
With silence.

To Keep The Peace

Because when you close your eyes
And feel your heart.

When you lay in sun,
And melt apart.

When you open up,
So you can bleed.

When you cry a little,
Just to breathe.

When you take look,
Inside you head.

And meditate yourself to bed,
You will see clear again.

When your eyes have cluttered,
From all the pain.

And your feelings have shut down
Because you're no longer sane.

You will sit and breathe,
Where your heart is.

You will fly and grow,
In a place that no one knows.

Too little Too late

You disappeared
Into another plane.

Not the one that's here,
I lost it all
And stuck with fear.

I thought I lost you too
Without a response to hold onto.

And now you knock
And now I'm missed.

I waited too long
And hurt deep.

And sorry means nothing now
Silence is louder than words.

You can't shake this heart anymore
Your just the past now
Behind another closed door.

I wish I couldn't say I still miss you

The Planet in Your Head

Your love is hopeless,
This world is loneliness,
The ocean is vastness.
Your eyes see sadness.

Were you lost and broken?
Are you hiding and fading?
Do you need a hand or just a place
For you to land..?

I swore you were frozen
Melted and closing.

But the cosmos are open.
Where you breathe, sit, hoping.

Is everything a mistake?
Or just a lesson.
Everything ends so a new place can begin.

Your anxiety is restlessness,
Your nervous and destructive.
But this place won't collapse on you.

Just a collision and it all formed
Not alone, just wandering home.

Someday, somewhere,
Your dreams are just the visions of it all. Your pillow to comfort those tears.

And the alarm sounds but it's the same day all over again.
We break it all and sweep it up,
But there's always remains left soiled in the ground.
And they pull you back.
And your holding too many hands.

Your own trap
Another lap
And I can see your worth
It is not nothing.
You are everything.
This is everything.
And you are in it.

Hello.