A Realists Reality, A Dreamers Dream

"Do you want to lose me?"

"...No." I hesitate.

"Then why do you keep pushing me away?"

"Because I can't believe anyone would ever love me. No one ever has. I can't understand why you would. Why I should think any different."

I try to tell myself I'm falling into another trap, I know better.

"I am not no one. And I don't need a reason to love you. But I do. And it's all I can say. Think. And feel."

I turn to face the window.

"Then why don't I feel anything?"

"Because you won't let yourself."

I cry with my back to him.

"If you would just let yourself out, I'll keep you. Safe. Forever."

I look to the sky for a sign.

"Do you know how long forever is?" I ask, intently.

"It's infinite. There are no mathematics to measure it's magnitude."

Exactly, I think to myself. But then...

"And if infinity is real. It is my reason to be with you. So be with me, forever?"

I turn around. Sunlight breaks the sky.

"Forever...?"

"Promise me." He held my head between his hands.

There, a match lit a candle.
I promised.

The Beauty In Heart break

She looked at him
As if nothing else in the entire world mattered.

She looked at him
And it meant everything.

They embraced until he faded away.
In the thoughts that whisper him throughout the night
She has never missed anyone more

Blue eyes ones stole her heart
Held her and gave her things she now knows

He's gone
She cries
He loved
Another

And she loved.

She loved the way he loved.

Loss feels like the end of the world,
But it's just the opposite,
Keep looking up, my dear.

Via Technology

I miss your eyes,
Lips

And silence.

And now it's more silent than I've thought silence could ever be.

Brain Tease

I'm just a tree in the ground,
Just a star in the sky,
Just a space in the dark.

"And if I were not encased in this body, would you even know you're here?"

Just a theory for you today,
Do you know who I am?

The Size of Space

What would I write you
If writing were possible

If you could just read
Or understand me

What would I say
If speaking were possible

If you could just hear
Or listen to me

I don't know if its just me
Or if my head is having technical
Difficulties

But I could use you right now
If you happen to be around

Or else I'll just keep walking around
Walking my head in circular
Motion

And it can't find the end of the circuit
That switches off, or burns out
Or reboots...

What matters and what doesn't
May both be insignificant
You pick.

Gold In The Ground

It's colder than heaven,
There is not even snow.

Where there is daylight
And paranoia we do not know.

And in the middle, an indestructible tie
That built itself back once it had died

A diamond of dust, collecting nothing but lust.

And someday it'll explode, all existence will see.
Just a secret within a scroll, for a treasure buried deep.

Electrocardiography

He looks at me in the sheer darkness of the room,

As we lay between sheets.

"Only you can hear the rhythm which my heart beats."

I blinked and said,

"If that were true, who could prove your vital signs?"

He whispered, "You,"

 "You are my lifeline."

Defected

There was a light followed by a blinding flare,
and then it was gone.

Exploding like passion ignited inside.
And disappearing as instant as a shooting star.

Maybe you were just a missile.
But the damage caused,
Will never disappear
As easily as you did.

Like Pills Dissolved In Water

The room went dark,

They called me upstairs.

But I was unaware of the delirium you've been put in.

A train waiting to crash,

And flames waiting to burn.

A rock making it's way to the bottom.

But sometimes concrete shatters.

I just hope gravity is strong enough to catch you.

The Distance Between Mountains

All it took were tears,
For you to know I'd be here.

All it took was heartbreak,
To see that I am still here.

All it is for times sake,
Was a heart that wanted you.

But your already gone now,
Dreaming of me too.